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Saturday, February 11th, 2006
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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
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In case I can't get online while I'm out there. I'll talk to you all in a week!
In case you didn't catch it... I'll be in Cali for a wedding on Saturday. Getting drunk. And dancing with people I don't know and will probably never see again. Yes, it will be a very very good time. Now hopefully Mo's right and the sunburn I got yesterday will be a beautiful tan by morning.. Ha! I doubt it. Oh well. I still <3 you, Mo.
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
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I have more time now. I think I'll post more. It's supposed to be used when convenient for me anyway. I don't even have anything to say. I could go on about the tping experience and getting chased after skinny dipping with the preppy girl from Ida that I work with... before I had anything to drink. Or should I talk about boy troubles?
I just miss him so much. I love him so much. It's driving me crazy. I'm tired and it's only 8:30. I have to be awake at 8:30 tomorrow morning. I might as well just go to sleep.
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Life is a balance of holding on and letting go
I've been trying to hold on, but you won't let me. Repeatedly, you push me away. I don't want to go. I can't go. You are the one I need to hold on to. I know it. It's so much better for me that way. It's time for me to let go of everything else. That is the balance. Yes, I'll be making sacrifices, but I need to let go of the monotony. I've only got a couple years left. Everybody will understand. I need to make the most of it. Please don't hold me back... not anymore than you have already. And please don't let go. I love you and I know you don't want to hurt me.
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I'm doing something stupid. I know it. It's hurting me, but I can't stop myself.
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Spaghetti Zombies
May, 28 2005 at Dundee Hall of Death
2486 Bunce Street, Dundee, MI 48131
Cost: $6
"The Elimination by Zombification Show" Featuring, the "Spaghetti Zombies," "Pedestrian Takedown," "Anti Talent," "Radio Pirate DJ," the "Ups and Downs," and the "Slow Kids." *Take Stowell to Bunce, it is the first blue building on the left side in front of the pond... (Not an outside show!)
I'm not sure exactly what time it is, but best guess would be doors open at 6. I'm going to make a party of it and have a bonfire and camp out after the show. It's my only day off work so I'm going to make it worth while. Of course, everybody is invited. Everybody can camp out. Bring your own tent... or if you're really special, I'll let you sleep with me. It's a 9+ person tent and Samantha and I are the only two staying in it as of now. Call me if you need to know anything else.... where it's at... what to bring.... that sort of thing.
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... only now I wish I hadn't. I really do want to go. I really can't afford it. I'm giving myself a week to decide. I guess it's my fault for thinking I wouldn't have to worry about anything while in Texas. I was going to try to ignore my current problems and just focus on having fun with my baby, Payton, do a lot of sunning with my mom, bonding with my sister, and checking out University of Texas. I already fucked up there too though... I don't have an application ready, I don't have transcripts ready, I don't have transfer request forms. I just feel like if I don't go somewhere, I'm making a mistake.
Ah well. I need to finish getting ready. Despite the above paragraph, I will have fun in Texas and hope you all have a good week if I don't talk to you. I'll have the cell, but hopefully I'll be too busy to talk to anybody (no offense). I need this break. I need this distraction. Things will be better when I get back.
edit: Maryland. I got into Maryland.
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The birthday message from Whiteboy last night:
Midnight. I heard my phone alarm going off. Checked it to find the message...
Happy Birthday Baby. I love you!
The wonderful messages I woke up to...
SaraHSidE 85 (1:15:17 AM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIELLEY!!:-D:-D:-D:-D I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!:-D
SaraHSidE 85 (1:15:38 AM): p.s...what are you doing wednesday bc it is my only night off and i woud LOVE to take you out to dinner!!:-D:-D:-D
SaraHSidE 85 (1:15:43 AM): let me know, have a great b-day girl!
skipitgood (12:50:24 AM): happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sugarshorty9169 (12:39:12 AM): i'm not even sure what's going on...i get off work at 4...but nonetheless,
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, I <3 YOU
THEN... I had to stop by the Bluestreak because I left my sister's shirt there. I walk in and immediately get bombarded with Happy Birthdays :-D Yes, Today will be a good day.
Kimberly called me.
Joe called me.
It's only 1:30.
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I'm working 50 hours this week. If you want me, chances are I'll be at the Bluestreak. Except for Tuesday, of course, when I celebrate 5 months with Whiteboy *^_^*
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Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
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I'll be at class... then spending the weekend with my boyfriend <3
Sometimes fights are good...
*at work, outside, buring boxes*
Heather: Danielle, You have a phone call!
Me: Who?
Heather: Your Boyfriend. On the Bluesteak phone.
*go inside and pick up phone*
Me: Hello
Whiteboy: Hey baby, how are you?
Me: Good, I was outside burning boxes.
Whiteboy: I just called to say I love you and hope you have a good day. :-D
I'll probably stop home Friday after work long enough to check in, shower, and get ready to go back to Whiteboys. Friday we're going to see Ben in the play and hopefully Canada on Saturday.
Thank you, Gary. <3
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Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
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Driving home from class today I first heard Josh Groban which is always emotional for me, but after last night, this one had me bawling.
If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
(Instrumental solo)
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I will always love you.
I, I will always love you.
You, darling, I love you.
Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.
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I hold a lot of my friends a lot higher than they hold me. It's not their fault. I can't get upset when I realize I'm not one of the best friends, when I'm not invited, when talking to me no longer doesn't affect them. /sigh.
On a happier note, I was very productive today and my project took a lot less time and effort than I had anticipated. I think that my mind was so set on having a TON to do that when I decided to delve into it, I went hardcore for a while, realized I was almost completely finished and then that I could still go out tonight when I am done.
Another note... I want to go to Canada this weekend. Saturday seems to be a good day. Everybody is invited. Hopefully my car is will be fixed by then so I can drive 4 people other than myself. If you want to go, make sure you get your passport or birth certificate by then. It is sure to be a good time.
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I am under a lot of stress right now and am going to disappear for a little while. Probably until school's over, but don't fret. I'll be back. And you can always call my cell.
Chelsea-
I will get back with you in the next couple days about Friday. I'll probably come, but I probably won't spend the night.
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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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( cut for length )
But what really made my day was talking to Kim's mom...
Debbe IH (11:50:33 PM): That was very thoughtful that you remembered Kimby's birthday. She should be thankful to have such nice friends.
Daniellezoc (11:50:46 PM): :-)
Daniellezoc (11:50:55 PM): of course i remembered kimberly's birthday
Debbe IH (11:52:05 PM): Now that she has a boyfriend, she doesn't take time for friends anymore. I remind her that it isn't good to spend too much time with one person.
Debbe IH (11:52:22 PM): But what do I know, I'm just the mom.
Daniellezoc (11:52:52 PM): Well.. she did invite me to do pilates with her on friday.. but i had to work
Debbe IH (11:53:12 PM): Oh that's good to know.
She was so concerned. Rightfully so, but still. I <3 Debbe. The worst part is... I didn't even want to call Kim. I got out of the shower around 4. We had to leave at 6 and I wanted to nap, but I should have done homework. I had to call Whiteboy back. I had to call both Kimberly and Joe for their birthday. All I really wanted to do was sleep for an hour. Reluctantly, I called everybody I needed. Talked to Whiteboy for a bit, left a message on Kimberly's answering machine, and then talk to Joe for a couple minutes. After Kim's mom IMed me, I actually felt good about it. I guess RAKs are kind of cool sometimes.
Goodnight.
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Standing on the edge of morning
Scent of sex and new found glory
Playing as she’s pulling back her hair
She drives away
She’s feeling worthless
Used again but nothing’s different
She stayed the night
But knows he doesn’t care
Home by three
Deafening quiet
The porch light’s off
Yes they forgot it
She’d cry herself to sleep
But she don’t dare
Then she wants to be a model
She wants to hear she’s beautiful
She’s beautiful
Dressed by dawn and out the door
No light
She memorized the floor
So she could leave without being detected
She works till three
It’s uniform
She dreams that he’ll come by the store
She prays for days
The boys mean she’s protected
And she wants someone to see her
She needs to hear she’s beautiful
She’s beautiful
And she won’t sleep
She won’t sleep
And she won’t sleep
At all
I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you
(let me save you)
Something Corporate
"I want to save you"
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Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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I think I already talked to everybody that Whiteboy asked me to invite, but if there's anybody I forgot...
Let me know if you want to come and I'll tell you where it's at. You can spend the night if you need to.
Ypsilanti girls: I will be driving there from class Wednesday night and be back on campus Thursday morning for class so I can give you rides as needed. Chelsea's already got a spot in my car. Yes. This is going to definitely be a good time.
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I told Heather I'd write a paper for her, but I'm really busy and although it won't take long, it's still a hassle on my list. If anybody wants to write a 3-5 paragraph paper, it'd be greatly appreciate. Here's the topics you get to choose from.
Argue for or against the elimination of speed limits.
Explain why a certain sport is your favorite.
Compare and contrast driving in the winter and driving in the summer.
Analyze the best way to buy a car, mow a lawn, or prepare a meal.
Describe a memorable day in your life.
It's for a mail in high school class. You don't need research, just BS your way through it. There's no page limit (just 3-5 paragraphs), but I was going to shoot for 2 pages double spaced. I need it by tomorrow night. (If nobody does it by then, I will so I can give it to her at work on Wednesday). In advance. Thanks.
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